lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Friday, November 7, 2008
-10:33 PM
I think I'm a disobedient girl.
I feel awful about making God forgive me time and time again,
when I don't do the right thing, or change to be a better person
though I promised Him I would.
It's really hard, but sometimes I just wished I would put in a bit more effort,
to show more of a certain character, and less of others.
I shall really try to change,
because I don't want to go to Heaven,
and tell God I haven't lived a life I have been proud of, or even tried to.
You can't expect to change and influence others,if you can't even change yourself.Another problem I can't seem to come to terms with,
is that I still can't seem to accept God's will at times.
I can't make myself pray for God's will to be done in my life sometimes,
especially when it involves something I really want,
for example my A level results.
I hope that He won't use this to teach me a lesson,
or show me I can live through whatever He gives me.
Though I know, as a Christian,
we should trust, because He really knows best,
but I must admit I'm guilty of being selfish at times,
to the point that I still can't let go of certain things in life.
I can perhaps promise Him that
I'll use the achievements that I prayed for to glorify His name.
Maybe I'm just trying to make myself feel better,
and I guess He may want me to glorify His name
through other things like setbacks and suffering.
Because it is through this,
can I strengthen my character, and build up my trust in Him.
I pray that I can learn to surrender my life wholly to Him.
All I need is you.
