lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, April 20, 2009
-12:06 AM
Many things have been running through my mind lately,
with many new problems emerging in my life.
I have been feeling rather down on certain occasions,
and actually cried twice in 1 week or so.
Perhaps I'm secretly emotional,
which I refuse to accept,
because I'm supposed, and want, to be tough.
But it's really hard, at times, to be strong,
and go against the current.
Things don't always go the way we want them to,
but I genuinely believe that God has a higher purpose I don't understand.
I realize that in such moments,
I become more disappointed with the people involved than not having my way.
Perhaps I should not judge others,
but it really pains me to see the sacrificial of a potential Christian,
simply because people have different priorities in life.
It made me feel real lousy that day,
because I was unable to do the simple task I could possibly do.
It is indeed not easy to become a leader,
because you have to be capable in order to earn the respect of others,
and it is a learning process rather than merely the transmission of knowledge.
Sometimes, I just hope that we could all listen and observe more,
instead of assuming and just spouting anything that comes to our mind.
The Lord is my fortress and rock,
and I really want to thank you Lord for being there at the lowest points of my life.
and actually, this one girl, who has seen my tears in such times.
