lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Thursday, November 19, 2009
-1:53 AM
boys. they impact me a great deal, you know that.
one after another walks into my life, making my heart flutter,
and then, they walk out after awhile.
i always ask myself, is it me. or is it them.
i often wonder.
please don't play with my heart. be genuine to me. be true.
i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle,
this week is a really bad week,
immersed in my books, my laptop perpetually plugged in,
i have been trying, but my heart is heavy, confidence an all-time low,
while the rest of the world are mugging away, furiously.
i wonder if i can finish studying, and then i wonder if it's all going into my brain,
i start hesitating if this is the right path for me, if i can survive lawschool, if i can make it out of this hellhole.
is this too much for me to bear?
Lord. i feel so low. so tired.
i know, you're my strength. i know, nothing is impossible for you. i know, you have my life mapped out.
and deep inside, i know, you are the ONLY one who truly understands :(
i pray, that you give me wisdom, brains, and discipline. be with me.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." --Matthew 11:28-30
