lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, November 23, 2009
-5:43 PM
i want to cry. i feel like i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
i have been doing nothing else but STUDY for the past week. and. it feels like i have not learnt anything. i can't even bear to describe it. i am literally trembling, heart racing when i think about the exams ahead of me. FACTUAL IMPOSSIBILITY. INEPTITUDE OF meself.
my mind is a tangled mess, signals transmitted at the speed of light, maybe even faster, but everything is so not making sense.
i am SO not coping well with law school. i am worse than an average student. UGH. WHY. i dont want to be average, not say worse. why am i not smart enough. why can't i study hard and well.
breathe in. and out.
doesn't help.
Isaiah 40:29-31, “He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.”
Lord, you know i trust in you. but i feel like it is MY OWN ineptitude this time. that maybe i am not good enough.
you ask me, 'What can I not do?'
nothing, lord. nothing is impossible for you.
but lord, okay lord. i trust, i trust, i trust.
give me strength and wisdom. hold my hand. bring me through this.
"Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God." 2 Corinthians 3:5
'Superman' - Five for Fighting
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me.
I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me.
Up, up and away…away from me
Well it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...ya inside of me... inside..of me
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man looking for a dream
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
It’s not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It’s not easy to be.. me...
I am not who they see me to be, smart without effort. i am really much lousier than they think.
I feel so weak, so vulnerable. So many expectations to live up to.
I feel like I'm trying so hard to stay afloat. but no one sees this. i know you do, Lord. ty.
i feel so insufficient facing the overwhelming burdens and obstacles ahead, it seems so impossible, so insurmountable, i cannot manage everything on my own.
i feel like i am going to collapse.
but Lord, you are there for me.
每當我軟弱疲乏，對未來充滿懼怕
你對我慈聲呼喚，來到你寶座前
你是如此溫柔，深知我心裡感受
你賜下話語，你光照顯明
你煉淨我生命
主耶穌，我心緊緊跟隨你
你同在使我得安息
主耶穌，我心緊緊跟隨你
等候你我重新得力
you are my overflowing and never-ending source of strength and comfort,
because of you, you are sufficient for me, your grace is sufficient,
i need nothing else. 因为在你里面没有难成的事. there is nothing impossible for you.
we are never enough for the world, but lord, you complete us.
Lord, i promise you. i will never be arrogant of my accomplishments, because my competence
comes from you alone.
all i'll ever need is YOU alone.
