lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, February 27, 2010
-1:39 AM
i deleted my beloved tumblr account. :(
my friend discovered it, i freaked out, and i deleted it.
maybe i'm afraid to let people know what i truly think or feel.
right now. i feel like i need someone to talk to.
someone who is willing to listen, who understands and actually cares.
(and not someone who makes me feel like a loser)
somedays i really want to be so many things. because i see my inadequacy.
i wish i was a million times better than who i am.
and then maybe life will be easier. maybe people will actually notice me.
my mind is just filled with so many thoughts i can't exactly verbalise them.
i'm drowning in a wave of sadness. while i desperately try to reach out for something to hold on to.
but i see everything float on by.
i feel so lousy. i feel so isolated. i feel so dejected.
Starfield - Hiding PlaceIn the shadows I can hear your voice,Singing to meIn the valley, I can hear your heartReaching for me nowAnd I wait flooded with your strength of your peaceYou're my defender the shield of my heartYou are my hiding placeWhen terror surrounds me You keep me from harmYou are my hiding placeIn the darkest I can feel your lightWrapped around meIn my suffering, I can feel your joyRising in me nowAnd I wait flooded with your strength of your peaceHere before You, JesusIn this placeHere before You nowFace to faceUnder the shelter of the Most HighWill I be saved, and will I abide
"Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.
Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments,because you know they produce quarrels.
And the Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful."
- 2 Timothy 2:22-24
i have to learn to distinct myself from the rest of the world,
to walk on the path less-traveled.
i have to be a reflector of Christ, because my life is not my own.
it's so hard to live such a holy life, but i believe that is my calling.
