lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, May 1, 2010
-1:54 AM
my heart is feeling blue today,
the bluest of blues.
i can't move on, i want to sleep all day, and forget the world exists.
i think i never felt so upset about my results before.
i have never seen a B in my 12 years of studies before,
and now in university Bs colour my life. my heart breaks.
and now that i'm awake, life is a blur, almost in slow-motion,
i don't know what i'm doing, what's happening.
(and i don't have the courage to look at my results)
God, be with me.
give me strength.
i don't know what's ahead. but i need you by my side.
i know i haven't been good, but please bless and watch over me.
mend the cracks in my heart.
Psalm 116:
I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.Because he turned his ear to me,I will call on him as long as I live.The cords of death entangled me, the anguish of the grave came upon me; I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.Then I called on the name of the Lord:"O Lord, save me!"The Lord is gracious and righteous;our God is full of compassion.The Lord protects the simplehearted;when i was in great need, he saved me.Be at rest once more, O my soul,for the Lord has been good to you.For you, O Lord, have delivered my soul from death,my eyes from tears,my feet from stumbling,that I may walk before the Lordin the land of the living.I believed; therefore I said, "I am greatly afflicted."And in my dismay I said,"All men are liars."How can I repay the Lord for all his goodness to me?I will lift up the cup of salvationand call on the name of the Lord.I will fulfill my vows to the Lordin the presence of all his people.Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints.O Lord, truly I am your servant;I am your servant, the son of your maidservant;you have freed me from my chains.I will sacrifice a thank offering to youand call on the name of the Lord.I will fulfill my vows to the Lordin the presence of all his people,in the courts of the house of the Lord - in your midst, O Jerusalem.Praise the Lord.Lord, save me.
I have nothing left, no one else, but you.
Walking,stumbling on these shadowfeettoward home,a land that i've never seenI am changing: less and less asleepmade of different stuff than when i beganand i have sensed it all alongfast approaching is the daywhen the world has fallen out from under meI'll be found in you, still standingwhen the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their kneeswhen time and space are throughI'll be found in you