lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, August 16, 2010
-11:18 PM
summer's over, and school started today at 830 in the morning :S
i realize that i have a fear of school, and anything academic-related.
i do love reading my law books and listening to lectures, because they are honestly really interesting. but the whole idea of class participation makes me keep on my toes throughout the 3hour lecture. and i find that very nerve-wracking.
if only i had the ability to speak well.
but school ended on a really happy note, with dimsum with my classmates.
it felt like we were back to the old times.
personally, i really treasure friends, sometimes to the point that i prioritise them over my family (which shouldn't be the case i know). but they are really the color of my life.
maybe it's not that i choose to not socialise, but i simply dislike the idea of frolicking (haha) with people who i'm not close to, and hence both parties treat each other with a kind of mutual superficiality, which is really repulsive.
there's so much i fear when it comes to school. results professors classmates judgments workload. it makes me wonder what am i doing here, whether i'm in the wrong place.
but what really comforts me, is that God is always next to me. (i can almost feel his reassuring grip on my shoulder sometimes)
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." -Deuteronomy 31:6
